Tuesday, May 16

創意的美好與險惡

我們的世界,
每一個世代,

都很,有意思,
也很,危險。

有意思,是人腦,對「宇宙外在」與「精神內在」
從不間斷的發現,再發現.....

很危險,也是人腦,對「宇宙外在」與「精神內在」
從未間斷的破壞,再破壞;

「發現」與「破壞」,都需要創意,

然而,創意,若失去了,
"美感"、"和平"與"誠實".....
就走入,
破壞之路。

1966年,毛澤東發起與縱容的「文化大革命」,
就是如此;

剷除舊中國,創立新中國,
卻不能,堅持美感,
也不能,堅守和平,
更不願,信仰誠實,
衍生的後果,就是悲劇。

多少人,
因此,枉費此生?

我寫「革命與創意:寫於文革四十年後」,
發表於「語錄漫步」(請按連結

哀念,
曾經受苦的人們…..

81 comments:

echo said...

這倒是讓我想余秋雨先生的"借我一生"一書

書的開場
從他父親的往生說起,
場景步步追憶從前,
那是文化大革命的年代...
他真實經歷的生活...
我無法用短短的文字來表達或濃縮那個時代的那種...艱苦。

余先生說:
「我歷來不贊成處於創造過程中的藝術家太激動,但寫這本書,常常淚流不止。」

他形容文化時期「這中間,會無數次覺得已經到達生命的盡頭,表情齜牙咧嘴,如酷刑至死,卻還在奔逃。」

許多個夜裡我讀著讀著..,
不,沒有落淚,只是艱難地想著,
對照當今的時代的人們,
有誰能夠不畏懼地回答那個年代的人們說:我也能走得過!

原來,這就是余秋雨先生身影後的波濤。
歷史,是這樣粹練出一個文學家的氣度。

此書是一場關乎生命的記憶文學,
前半生,在他精粹的文字下被重新洗禮,
即使至今仍然炮聲隆隆,
我卻能感覺,
那真正最重要的部份──寬容與原諒!

「諸葛亮把帶回來的一大堆亂箭重新用作武器,我不會。我只是讓自己的老屋永遠鎖住那些凶器,讓它們慢慢鏽蝕,讓世間少一份凶險。」
余先生如此說

每一次要閱讀那個年代的書
總是
再三躑躅
我承認自己害怕
害怕這世間
有這麼許多殘酷的事實存在
我不想讓自己過於激動,然而每回總免不了激動淚下

不只是中國啊,不只是文革
屠殺以不同面貌在不同國家上演者
一九九一東帝汶的種族大屠殺
一九六五年印尼排華滅共大屠殺
....

然而,這是人間,實實在在的人間

他們,那些領袖們
搶什麼呢
江山嗎,權利嗎

江山如此多嬌
令無數英雄競折腰

有些人是英雄
有些人
連狗熊都不是
....

真抱歉
每次總寫太多
占去不少版面

Anonymous said...

寫點別的吧!看了好傷神哪!文化大革命這個老到不能再老的話題,直覺是場惡夢,丟了吧!
大陸現在已開放許多,說點建築美學吧!這話題聽起來就輕鬆些!

大雄 said...

China rises 從紐約時報的網頁看到的。
其中 有一個artist WeiWei 是設計師(他設計了一個很像瓷器的建築物)。
中國大陸,我這一輩的,似乎一定要與他們互動。
但,我仍不清楚競爭要訂在哪一基調?
看了些報導,什麼獒犬精神的
我不懂"要有志氣"該用這個時機嗎?
但是我粗淺的看了,中國崛起其中幾篇介紹,
總覺得大部分的中下階層勞動人民還是過著苦日子。
中國變成世界強國,希望和大部分的中國人變快樂有關。
如姚師伯所言,『希望』還是要有的。

姚仁祿 said...

感謝Echo回應,
余先生一樣,
度過文革苦日字的人,
才懂刻骨銘心的意思.

苦來的時候,
有兩條路, 讓我們選擇,
一是認識苦,
一是抗拒苦;

認識苦, 才知苦由何來, 如何與之相處.
抗拒苦, 只會更苦.....

有個我喜歡的故事,
二人游泳,遇上漩渦,
甲掙扎,欲逃出,力盡而沉,死了。
乙放鬆,隨旋沉,至底無渦,浮出。

遇苦,是業;
萬萬掙扎不得。

僅此分享

姚仁祿 said...

感謝匿名者呼籲,
寫點建築美學;
很想,
您逐漸會看到。

但中國的文革,
是人類史的大事,
文革四十年,
是我內心想寫,也該寫的事;

透過文章,我想說明,
人可為善,也可為惡;
我們的腦袋,決定事情,
不能有私心,
應以美善為戒律。

會記得,您呼籲要寫的建築美學,
有點難度,
原因?
畫面取得,
不過努力中....

共勉之

姚仁祿 said...

大雄, 感謝分享;
任何改革,
都會有缺憾;

我通常只拿一個標準檢驗,
領導人, 是否誠實面對問題?

沒有誠實的習慣,
縱有成績,
也是以假亂真.

謹此分享

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